+ a beau__tiful ho___

July 31, 2007

I can't find my bloody bank reconciliation notes from CAT. It's definitely somewhere I must have flipped through the notes and textbooks too fast because I remember painstakingly remembering every detail and I wrote so much on that piece of format and even remember reciting it to my mum in the kitchen. AHHHHHHHH.

Find it by tomorrow. Morning class again. Sweet dreams y'all. (: Sweet dreams to you especially (:

-nIx- @ [[11:30 PM]]

If I don't study now, then when?

Double test on Sunday. Hurray, not. ): I'd rather go out with you.

-nIx- @ [[7:26 PM]]

July 30, 2007

Whoo, nIx went to the library from 11am to 6pm today! Did close to zero studies though because I was so distracted. =p

-nIx- @ [[11:25 PM]]

July 29, 2007

Long awaited pictures.

Donuts bought on Wednesday!

Yum yum yum? =D

And today Jas and me walked through Little India and I took a few pictures. It so reminds me of Cambodia, oh love.

And last of all, I took a picture of this shop in the very same stretch of road. So damn outstanding.

-nIx- @ [[7:59 PM]]

A W E S O M E !

I love the pictures heh. (:

-nIx- @ [[12:24 PM]]

; thanks for everything.

Saturday 28/07/07

I'm really happy for everything that happened today. ((: I'm totally surprised, happy and fucking high.

Today was all smiles! Hee.Baby, you're my sugar rush

Albeit I don't really understand the Harry Potter movie because we came in late, it's nice. Not to forget the huge distraction too (:
Kim Chi soup for lunch and although I requested for less spicy it was still as spicy, or maybe spicier.You never fail to make me smile.
Met up with Lic thinking we were going Somerset so I scanned out only to be duped by her and I had to scan in again to go to Harbourfront. -.-

GLENN the pro photographer! =D All three of us had so much fun taking picture after picture and we were all tired out at the end of the day. <3

We left at 11.20pm, and as we were nearing the MRT there was an announcement for the last train leaving soon. Scanned our cards and zoomed in only to see the train doors closing. We missed the last connecting NEL train to Jurong East! So we scanned out...... and the guy announced the last train is coming soon and we're all like wtf?

Walked to the taxi stand and got the taxi quite quickly and so zoom zoom fun. The taxi driver was really really friendly and talkative! And now nixnix is home!(:

Good night, sweet dreams. Just remember what you promised
xoxo and I'll keep smiling till then.
Love, nIx

-nIx- @ [[12:27 AM]]

July 27, 2007

; comfort or anxiety

Got woken up a 7.30 after my phone rang incessantly for about 20times, once a minute.

In a while I did reply and fell straight back to sleep again. And after I woke up, I wondered - is this a dream, or reality? Reality.

I spent the whole of last night(and this morning) watching Prison Break. There's somehting about the addiction I feel. The more I watch, the more upset and easily irritated I get, and yet, I still want to continue watching each and every episode till the end. I don't know why.So what you trying to do now?

-nIx- @ [[2:09 PM]]

July 26, 2007

I LOVEEEE THIS SONG. It's like all the nice songs in one. Even though there's a mix of songs I don't know it just makes me feel like they're so damn familiar. <3

ALL HAIL NORWEGIAN RECYCLING!

-nIx- @ [[11:57 PM]]

Yay tfa is up and running again :D

-nIx- @ [[2:47 PM]]

; emo-ing

My web's still down after 25hours. ): Still hoping it'll get reinstated. Rarh.

Jy Jy Jy Jy! Haven't seen her for ages.

I am so bored.and emo. you know, I wish I knew how to get over it.

-nIx- @ [[12:57 AM]]

July 25, 2007

Yesterday night I fell into random thought which got me so damn sad I couldn't sleep because sentences were running into my mine one after another at the speed of sound. There was just too much going on, so much I wanted to say. And so what I did was to go out of my room and grab my sister's old laptop and type everything down and then I ended up with a damn heavy heart.

I couldn't sleep and I just tried to sing a prayer, one that said I would be happy, but I ended up more griefed than before and by the 2nd time I tried it again I was in tears. Late at night and already so damn tired. What more?

I don't know what overcame me.You're like the yoyo and me, an inexperienced player because you just keep swinging back at me and hit me in the face. Ouch it hurts so bad.

-nIx- @ [[10:56 PM]]

July 24, 2007

I am so super duper sad my other website has got reported as spam. Mama. Blogger please reinstate my other blog! ):

-nIx- @ [[11:18 PM]]

; what I've done

HELLO YOU ALL.

Here is one very hyped up nix who don't seem tired enough to fall asleep even though she has a full day of school and has to wake up at 7.30am in the morning latest so that she can pack and get ready for school.

I have created a new blog thefashionavenue because I was inspired by whatiworetoday. Apparantly since I don't know how to use that version to blog, I'm using blogger (which imo is lousier than that when it comes to big groups). Besides, I wanted a more asian dressing because different continents have different style.

I'm totally in love with that snake top. I'll make one someday. I hope it'll be a hit. Btw, ANGEZ support me please! Gimme your best picture(or just grab your friend's. Muahaha)!

Okay, time to sleep before I wake up late for school. Nitenites.

-nIx- @ [[1:43 AM]]

July 22, 2007

; just so you know

If you ever see this, then you will know how I feel especially if you remembered what you told me last week.
Thankfully, such a person named ANGELIC exists.

First of all, we went to Toa Payoh for random shopping and then to the library where we sat at the language section for quite some time.

Next up, we explored Arab Street and Haji Lane. Little bazaar thingy going on, just for today! It's damn cute, reminds me of everything foreign. I didn't feel like I was in this little dotty island. One of the shops was horribly stuffy I couldn't breathe. Then I brought her around all the places I've lunch-ed and dinner-ed at during library mugging days. The final one I wanted to bring her was closed and we ended up at Terra.

All in all, I spent a whopping $35.20 on rhinestones. Hahaha. Retail therapy - they are much nicer than buying clothes.You left me lost in the black. This time round I don't know what to do.

-nIx- @ [[9:47 PM]]

July 21, 2007

Woke up a little more tired and grumpy than usual and now I'm super duper pissed off - beyond words.I don't want any more excuses this time round. If there were any, they'd better be reasonable. I can't think of any now.
Whoo, congrats.

On a sidenote, I borrowed all the Cantonese books from the Bishan Library. Yay. That would keep me busy for at least some period of time.One friend less doesn't really matter to others, but does it matter when this friend is special & closer than a best friend?

-nIx- @ [[11:45 AM]]

July 20, 2007

; reverse psychology
To try, it's better than not trying.

I guess today's not the day.. again
Life without anything to heat the pan is like the worst. I want fried eggs with bread, I want to cook noodles, I want this, I want that.

But the gas cylinder is empty! Microwave is the saviour but sad to say, 1. its waves are harmful. 2. Can't cook eggs for nuts without the yolks exploding. 3. Overcooks the eggs.

Okay so much talk about eggs and if you're wondering why, I really want to eat eggs. =[All that talk, can enrapture even the wariest of hearts, those that have learnt their lessons - or so they thought, and yet, it can shatter the weakest in times to come.
Constantly, I find myself getting more and more tempted to be in search for the button of life, one where I could hit rewind or erase, but for now, I can continue dreaming.I really don't know what to do or who to believe... you, or me?
Thankfully for today, if my plans are foiled, I still have an escape route - either way, I'll still get to go out.

Whatever.

-nIx- @ [[12:42 PM]]

July 19, 2007

I borrowed a really boring book thinking it was going to be just like one of my interest - Chinese Cinderella, Mao's Last Dancer, Startling Moon, etc.

-nIx- @ [[11:30 PM]]

Everyone I know has started studying, everyone but.... me.

The teachers have already started counting down the number of days left to the exams since the first day of school - slightly less than 5months. And my dear little study freak friend has started studying on the 2nd day of school.

I can't help but wonder about tomorrow. I want to get my nails polished but I am lazier than ever. ):Will I get to see you? I wonder.
I have finally finished reading 2.5day's worth of newspaper. Half of which belonging the day before I read yesterday.

I'm tired out by all the running about from the airport, reaching home at midnight and waking up at 7am. By the way, my sis got on the flight at 11.50pm yesterday and she has since arrived 3hours ago.

I woke up at 9am today and couldn't get back to sleep. The surprising thing was that I have Ice Mocha at 11pm and still managed to fall asleep without much difficulty.

I love Ice Blended Mocha at Coffee Bean. (:

-nIx- @ [[11:13 AM]]

July 16, 2007

;thrill

Oh that familiar road which once made me feel so down, the road I've always been found at when troubled, the road that I've subsequently tried to avoid for ages, that road that always made my heart sink, yet leaves me happy at the end - most of the time.

That road that was foreign to me but once I knew of its existance, it became part of my world.

Irony ; that very road.

And now whenever my dad offers to pass that road to show us everything fab (think food!) about that road my eyes just open wide.

Thrills.

Yeh, things have changed. (:

---

This little dot on the map is getting more and more boring. Shopping centres are all repetition of each other (okay I'm repeating I know =x).

Today was spent by

1. Trying to revise for tomorrow's class, subsequently falling asleep after a few pages. -.-

2. Swimming after I woke up.

Tadahh. Boring life yeh? ):

-nIx- @ [[10:16 PM]]

July 13, 2007

Happy Friday the 13th. Beware~ Teehee.

haven't we met?
; you're some kind of beautiful stranger

-nIx- @ [[9:51 AM]]

July 12, 2007

Class today was fun! Anyhow, anything that is enjoyable always passes quickly, rather quickly.

I so love tax. =D

-nIx- @ [[11:37 PM]]

July 11, 2007

; i get the feeling
the answer's no
but then again you prove me wrong

Anyhow, classes nowadays are just so fun. Was a little distracted but nevertheless fun. and so mr busy guy I'll really be looking forward to it please don't let my hopes be down again.
It all really depends on how you look at the situation and at the end of the day, it's how you decide to react to it that makes the difference. I guess interest pays a really big part in enjoying classes.Speaking of which, you still make me feel damn high
:s
Anyhow, I'm going off soon to revise for class tomorrow. Or maybe lazy bones me will do it tomorrow in the morning/afternoon time. Teehee.

-nIx- @ [[9:54 PM]]

July 10, 2007

Transformers totally surprises me. I'll rate it.... 9.5/10

I'm not so much of those kinda fighting shows (eg, power rangers?) so it did actually bore me out halfway through but after relaxing a little more I discovered how amazing their computer graphics can get and how detailed each transformation was. Love.AHhhhh. You're just so damn power. This is like the 45348248th time I decide to do ~~something~~ and you appear again. Very good eh.
Bumble bee is just so the right name to name that yellow baby at least it doesn't spoil the reputation of my love for bumble bees. Love love! I LOVE! =DI wanted to say it's just my sunshines and me now just moments ago till you popped in and reminded me that you know I'm alive.

-nIx- @ [[11:05 PM]]

July 09, 2007

I've finally found a song that is so much nicer than Umbrella. Not saying that I detest the song Umbrella but I actually appreciated the lyrics (see below).

When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella

It just gives me the feel that there's always somebody out there for you to rely on when you're feeling troubled and so on, like some little kid trying to reach out and finding help.

And to end the suspense (if any at all, haha), here is the song.

Rihanna - Shut Up and Drive

I've been looking for a driver who is qualified
So if you think that you´re the one, step into my ride.
I´m a fine tuned supersonics speed machine
Got a sunroof top and a gangster lead

So if you feel it let me know, know, know.
Come on now what you´re waiting for, for, for.
My engine's ready to explode, explode, explode.
So start me up and watch me go, go, go

Get you where you wanna go, if you know what I mean.
Got a ride that´s smoother than a limousine.
Can you handle the curves, can you run all the lights.
If you can baby boy, than we can go all night.
Cause it´s zero to sixty in three point five
Baby you got the keys.
Now shut up and drive, drive, drive.
Shut up and drive

I got class like a fifty-seven Cadillac.
Start over drive with a whole lot of boom in the back.
You look like you can handle what´s under my hood.
You keeping saying that you will, boy I wish you would.

So when you're ready let me know, know, know.
Come on and what you´re waiting for, for, for.
My engine's ready to explode, explode, explode.
So start me up and watch me go, go, go

Get you where you wanna go, if you know what I mean.
Got a ride that´s smoother than a limousine.
Can you handle the curves can you run all the lights.
If you can baby boy, than we can go all night.
Cause it´s zero to sixty in three point five.
Baby you got the keys.
Now shut up and drive, drive, drive.
Shut up and drive

You play that game, got what I got
Get it get it, don't stop, It's a short shot
Ain't a Ferrari, huh boy, I'm sorry
I ain't need to worry, so step inside
And ride, ride, ride, drive, drive, drive ....

So if you feel it let me know, know, know.
Come on and what you´re waiting for, for, for.
My engine's ready to explode, explode, explode.
So start me up and watch me go, go, go

Get you where you wanna go, if you know what I mean.
Got a ride that´s smoother than a limousine.
Can you handle the curves can you run all the lights.
If you can baby boy, than we can go all night.
Cause it´s zero to sixty in three point five.
Baby you got the keys.
Now shut up and drive, drive, drive.
Shut up and drive.

Note : I've not heard her other songs but from what I've gathered from these two songs, she really loves to repeat her words (umbrella, ella, ella, eh, eh. Get it?) and in the latter song, its everywhere.

But it just sounds really fun.

-nIx- @ [[10:27 PM]]

Good morning Earth I am awake!

Time for a bath soon then reading. I reckon I will fall asleep reading. -.-

-nIx- @ [[10:09 AM]]

July 08, 2007

Agenda for tomorrow, wake early, shower, read book (aka study but I'm more like wanting to read ahead hahahah). This in a way should be good because I'll have to try and get used to morning classes 2days in a row followed by a night class the day after.

Remind me that I have to sign up for tutorial classes soon.

-nIx- @ [[11:54 PM]]

1944th post! Zoom zoom, posts goes very fast. I think every 2months or so I would have one.

Anyhow, too much shopping(or rather spending on rather useless items)!

Bugis and Cityhall with ANGELIC (yes lic, note your name's now in here please). I love that pasar malam thingy at Bugis, apparently it's not exactly the typical ones you find near the HDBs. So cool (and yes, with plenty of bargains and steals!) I miss you? ):

-nIx- @ [[10:27 PM]]

July 07, 2007

Lazy Saturday.

Anyway, today's 07/07/07, and that's about the only reason why I'm trying to get my lazybones to start typing before it strikes midnight.

Well, here goes the story of one of my favourite shirts.

Nix was walking around from shop to shop when she saw this light purple crap shirt. She liked it so much that she bought it but after she tried it on, she realised that it was for guys because the neck area was suffocating her. Afterwhich, she gave it to her dad. On one of the very fateful day, it made its usual round to the washing machine was unfortunately placed with a red/pink clothes that stained it. Afterwhich, when her sister found the shirt was pink she panicked (or so I assume) and sent the clothes for bleaching. Now the sad little crap shirt is white and looks really crappy now. =(

I am sooooooooooo sad.

-nIx- @ [[11:37 PM]]

July 05, 2007

Tax is my LOVE. I so LOVE tax. Yeh, that much. =D

It's just amazing how I can still remember most of the facts even after half a year of leaving it on the shelves to collect dust and get most of today's true/false test correct. =D

I am sooooooo happy with my classes. =D Guy, missing for slightly over two weeks! ): Shall report you missing haha!

-nIx- @ [[11:38 PM]]

Day 2 into school and Jasmine has already started studying and doing summaries for what we've covered in class. V Good.

I've yet to feel guilty spending my time reading useless junk on the internet.

Actually I'm really tempted to go study too because the modules this round seem so damn interesting but I'm very much a little to tired from waking up at 7.30am in the morning for the past two days. I'll be having night class today(Thursday), sadly. I think my body clock will need lots of adjusting to. Early nights for Tuesdays and Wednesdays then late nights on Thursdays. Hah.

Meanwhile, someone please go search up on how Disney keep their theme parks/land clean because I'm dying to read up on them and I can't find it. =(

-nIx- @ [[12:17 AM]]

July 04, 2007

Yay. ((:you replied, I was so worried you wouldn't. (:
Today's class was full of laughter and storytelling. So fun. I love all my teachers this semester. Okay, not like I have many, I have 2teachers only so I basically see them twice a week, excluding the tutorials I've yet to sign up for.

Apart from tax tomorrow, I've enjoyed all my classes and I really hope that I'll pass all my subjects for the June exam so I'll be able to complete the whole course by the end of this year or it'll be such a waste! Then again, the subjects may not seem tough right now but maybe it'll get tougher as time goes on. We'll see about that. =D

-nIx- @ [[4:34 PM]]

IF you get more than 30 you're
paranoid.
If you get 10 or less you're fearless.
People who don't have any are dummies
who want
people to think they are tough stuff.

I Fear...

[x] the dark(depending on where I am?)
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] black cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends
[ ] mice/rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] Heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] cotton balls
[ ] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowd
[ ] drunk men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[x] diseases
[ ] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] being blind
[x] being deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] monsters under my bed
[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs(I LOVE CAN? SEE MY CURTAINS!)
[ ] the welcome mat(whatever for?)

post it with the subject:
i fear [ ]...out of 70 common fears

Boredom kills? No, sadly. I'm lazy to count, so urrh, count yourself. And since there's a difference between fear and am disgusted with, you can see why those are not ticked. On another hand, I should put half because I'm only scared when they run very close to me.

-nIx- @ [[12:18 AM]]

July 03, 2007

ZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz. Yes mood swing now.triggered by you thank you very much. ):

Anyhow, I found the damn weird cans this stranger was holding and I was making so much noise that my mum dared me go ask the guy where he got it from and so with my relentless curosity I did. After which I stepped in every 7/11 and Cheers I saw but they rendered unsuccessful. I finally found them at Tomato Mart! The mart we always go during class meal breaks or after classes. TADAHHH! I bought 2 cans. 1 for consumption and one for souvinirs' sake.

Look here for reference and see how much this can amuses me.

-nIx- @ [[11:54 PM]]

I miss you somehow
; i hope,
the sun will shine one day
and take the worries away

Not so bad, I survived today. Had free pink eyeshadow just because I sat at a spot where the air conditioner kept blowing at my fringe which in turn kept poking at my eye and all I know was that my eyes hurt and Yu Shan and Jasmine, on two seperate occasions asked me if I put on make up. -.-

Anyhow, to top it all up, I realised class ends at 5.30pm instead of 6pm! Hurrah.

I guess I gonna be signing up for tutorials on Friday. After all, by the time I start, I don't need 4day weekends anymore - I'll be stuck in the library mugging by then. But then again, there's no way I'm going to sign up for Saturday's tutorials because it'll mean my whole morning and afternoon(therefore tantamounting to the whole Saturday) being devoted to sitting down for 3hours EACH just for mock exams, twice in a day every alternate week and although I find them pretty useful, I didn't even have the time to go through them before the exams so I end up going for nothing because I didn't even read through them once apart from a question or two.

Tomorrow morning, I'll try it for the one and only time and if it doesn't go my way I'll leave it be. After all, it beats not trying.. and wondering..Seriously, you've been on my mind for a really long time and I don't know what to do.
Anyhow yesterday we baked LASAGNE yum, cookies followed by shopping at Bugis where I bought plenty of stuff. =D No more shopping for me for a long long time. Retail shopping really works when you're down anyway.

Time to stop blogging I'm tired from waking up at 7.30am. Bah, such unearthly hours and I can't believe I have to do that again tomorrow. =(

-nIx- @ [[8:07 PM]]

July 01, 2007

I wanted to posts pictures but apparently it jammed up my sister's comp. I practically know how to jam everyone's comp. =D Somehow my SD card may be too big in size for the comp to handle I suppose.

-nIx- @ [[11:56 PM]]

The once upon a time interesting places don't really seem to interest me anymore. It's like I always brought home at least one non edible thing home everytime I go out. Now, I seldom bring home anything.

I guess I'm more or less done with getting everything I wanted. Haha.How I really wish you would be here talking to me once again. ):

-nIx- @ [[10:35 PM]]

ZZZZZZZZzz. So damn boring even the tv repeats its programmes like twice in the same day?

What's with me? And what's with you?

-nIx- @ [[11:37 AM]]

For the record, it's 3.03am and I'm still wide awake. Probably a first in a quarter of a year from now. =(

-nIx- @ [[3:03 AM]]

Suddenly this songs just came into my mind and thankfully I managed to find the song in first try - usually I get the lyrics all mixed up and sometimes even the tune a little different.Without you I feel like a bitch, a pessimist, a sucker. One that complains non-stop about how bad life it, just because I'm living a life without you. Just because it'd be more perfect with you around.

-nIx- @ [[2:08 AM]]

Yesterday I think I had the longest talk with my grandma, although they were just exchanges of a few words, at least she understood what I was talking and I did likewise. And I too learnt that she understands Chinese, I think - there was something about me that kept thinking she spoke to me in Chinese before and I replied in Chinese then. Maybe she refused to do so after deciding I should learn her dialect, or maybe she just understands them but doesn't know how to reply back in Chinese.

Ok, the bottom line is that I managed to buy something that she wanted - Red bean ice kachang. Surprise, surprise. I guess she loves red bean. The last cold thing I remember her happily eating away was a stick of red bean ice cream at marina bay's steamboat.

I just really feel a connection with her unlike the ones I have with others. She is just different.That apart, you are too. So precious I wish I could have you for life. Where are you? =(
As of now, I'm having insomnia for the 3rd day in a row.

-nIx- @ [[12:51 AM]]